Tuesday, March 11, 2014

The Interruption: Somebody Slapped 30 on me! Intro

Bismillaah

"All praise and thanks belongs to Allaah Lord and Creator of all the worlds May Allaah bestow His peace and mercy upon the Prophet, his family, his companions, and on all those who follow them in truth until The Last Day" Aameen

As salaamu alaykunna,

Oh nooooooooooooooooo somebody slapped 30 on me! How did I get here? Wasn't I just at my high school laughing with the peers?

It seems not that long ago that I was walking barefoot in the grass admiring my toe nail polish. I felt the blades of grass grace my feet and I thought my feet was so pretty. I was wearing gold nail polish that blended well with my skin tone.

It wasn't that long ago that I was trying to figure out who I was going to marry and if having children was really a plan I wanted to execute.

Somebody slapped 30 on me! And I'm not where I want to be! I was a lot younger yesterday it seems (I mean really! Wasn't I in kindergarten yesterday playing in glue? No? Ok...but it feels like it!)

Ok, I'm not in denial about this 30 business. In fact, I think 30 is awesome! 30 is the new 20....*looks side ways*

My problem is...well, I'm not where I want to be.

Al-Hamdulillaah I have been blessed with an awesome marital situation. Perky, wild, and insanely special children. But I feel like I am at a pause.


Time was moving and I thought I had enough of it left to get started.

But time kept it moving and that's what it was suppose to do.

For the month of March I want to challenge myself on certain things. Some things I will share openly and some things I will keep for my personal life.

This is the interruption.

And I embrace it.

I have goals. dreams. desires. wants. & ideas.

As a woman.

As a wife.

As a mother.

As a Muslimah.

I'm ready to shine! I'm looking forward to changing. There are certain habits that I would like to have. For instance, I am very much into exercising. However, I have not made time for it in a while. But, this will change In shaa Allaah. I want to start exercising as a normal healthy habit.

I want to design a schedule that will make feel as though I have freedom to live, but I have structure in my life.

I want to live out loud :-)

So welcome to the interruption that will spark change for the better In shaa Allaah.




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